Well one weekend in march, what happen today seen to be nore of a revelationto me, it seem that although how much i try to cover that who i am really are, the truth seem to always come out, well i have nothing to say i just that hope my friends who just find out about me, hope you guys or gals would still be my friends..
well what else happen after being so long? a lot i guess, hectic job nowdays, although at first it seem to be very innocent task, i mean taking caring of the vehicle in the dept, but i realize that, it not that simple, worst is that it seem nothing go exactly to plan. Rhukime the cute one is apply to be trnsfer back home, and all the other driver seem to be over friendly, but i guess i know how khime felt when i was over friendly......
a very dull weekends although i my friends came down to kl, it seem that well i missing something, maybe just home sick or something, but i guess lonely would be the answer, although my friends are all around me, i just cant shake this loneliness out of me,hehehehehe see i told you that i was overly romantic, something i am not so fond about myself. well not a steamy blog this one, but i guess it i not in the mood yet for a steamy recolection...
ben
3/10/2007
1/30/2007
The Story About One Night Stand
Cerita One Night Stand
Satu hari ahad yang agak lembab dan boring, mencari activiti yang boleh mengisi masa lapang dan sekaligus menjadikan hari yang boring kepada ceria. Tapi nak ajak siapa kuar? Semua orang skrang dah sibuk dengan pasangan masing-masing, kiter jer yang masih single mingle ala2 Cayote ugly ler, Wakaakakakkakakaaka…..Harus gitu….
So aku pun decide nak try satu cara crusing yang selalu dengar tapi tak pernah nak cuba, sebab well peratusan untuk ia berjaya sanggat rendah, kalau pakar mematik mesti cakap baik tak payah menyusahkan diri jer….but well kalau dah boring dan dah takde program lain, baik cuba jer kan.
Melencong perjalan saya ker central market petang ahad itu, cuba menkaji adakah ia benar? Setelah beberapa minit mundar mandir area central market melihat kraft-kraft yang dijual di setaip gerai saya bertemu dengan sorang abang chub yang memang agak comel, satu senyum diukir kearah beliau tetiba beliu pun mengukir semua kembali kepada saya…wah rasa cam nak pengsan jer…..wakakakkaka setelah berkenalan dengan abang tue, tetiba jer dier ajak lepak hotel, “kecil tapak tangan, nyiru saya tadahkan….hehehe!!” so kita orang pun check in kat satu hotel di ibukota. Pada mulanyer tak tahu nak buat aper, tetiba jer abang tue mencium saya dipipi then di bibir pastu semua baju dah buka dah!!! Jeng….jeng….jeng suansana bilik hotel yang sejuk dengan penhawa dingin itu menjadi panas denga dua badan chub yang sedang bergeseran, tetiba abg itu melepaskan cengkaman beliau terhadap tubuh badan saya,, dier mengigit dada dan saya menjerit kesedapan……..wahh!!!!!!!!! jadi cam ceta erotic plak!!!!!!
Wokey camner ? okey that stail ni atau cam besa? Bagi komen k, sebab member cakap blog tak steamy lagi betul ker? hehehe
The huggable
Satu hari ahad yang agak lembab dan boring, mencari activiti yang boleh mengisi masa lapang dan sekaligus menjadikan hari yang boring kepada ceria. Tapi nak ajak siapa kuar? Semua orang skrang dah sibuk dengan pasangan masing-masing, kiter jer yang masih single mingle ala2 Cayote ugly ler, Wakaakakakkakakaaka…..Harus gitu….
So aku pun decide nak try satu cara crusing yang selalu dengar tapi tak pernah nak cuba, sebab well peratusan untuk ia berjaya sanggat rendah, kalau pakar mematik mesti cakap baik tak payah menyusahkan diri jer….but well kalau dah boring dan dah takde program lain, baik cuba jer kan.
Melencong perjalan saya ker central market petang ahad itu, cuba menkaji adakah ia benar? Setelah beberapa minit mundar mandir area central market melihat kraft-kraft yang dijual di setaip gerai saya bertemu dengan sorang abang chub yang memang agak comel, satu senyum diukir kearah beliau tetiba beliu pun mengukir semua kembali kepada saya…wah rasa cam nak pengsan jer…..wakakakkaka setelah berkenalan dengan abang tue, tetiba jer dier ajak lepak hotel, “kecil tapak tangan, nyiru saya tadahkan….hehehe!!” so kita orang pun check in kat satu hotel di ibukota. Pada mulanyer tak tahu nak buat aper, tetiba jer abang tue mencium saya dipipi then di bibir pastu semua baju dah buka dah!!! Jeng….jeng….jeng suansana bilik hotel yang sejuk dengan penhawa dingin itu menjadi panas denga dua badan chub yang sedang bergeseran, tetiba abg itu melepaskan cengkaman beliau terhadap tubuh badan saya,, dier mengigit dada dan saya menjerit kesedapan……..wahh!!!!!!!!! jadi cam ceta erotic plak!!!!!!
Wokey camner ? okey that stail ni atau cam besa? Bagi komen k, sebab member cakap blog tak steamy lagi betul ker? hehehe
The huggable
1/10/2007
The Story About Yesterday Meeting and Today Visit
well Two days ago i was introduce to the director from every state in malaysia, i was so shy, heheehhehe and you know why? cause is like walking into a room full of Teddy bears. Furry,grayish, chubby, Cuddly teddy bears especialy from kalantan...KAWAIIII!!!! (japanase for Very Cute) dont mind being their PA anytime...hehehe
Yesterday, we had our meeting with the boss and i found out that my boss never know how to pronounce my name, no wonder since i was working here he alwyas use my name last Syllable which is "Ven" but in a formal meeting you cant actually call my nick name so he call me "GOVEN" hehehehee And during this meeting also i was inform that i be post on a new unit although same office but different responsibility. sad in a way..but at least i got my own cubicle...hehehehe how great is that? hehehe
Today one of my college come and visit my new office....(so to say lah!)... Kimie (my friend) ask me if there any porn in my computer, i told him i dont have any, he suddely say that he like to watch some porn, chubby one....and he ask me if i like guys, chubby guys! OMG.........i did no say anything since he is a cute chubby too but since he is a friend, and he looks str8 so i just say...do you like guys? answering with a question...he reply no...fuhh!!!! hehehehe lega rasa terlepas from kantoi! problem is i never brought chubby porn here before so strange!! hehehehehehehe
that from me.....!
The Story About Yesterday Meeting and Today Visit
Yesterday, we had our meeting with the boss and i found out that my boss never know how to pronounce my name, no wonder since i was working here he alwyas use my name last Syllable which is "Ven" but in a formal meeting you cant actually call my nick name so he call me "GOVEN" hehehehee And during this meeting also i was inform that i be post on a new unit although same office but different responsibility. sad in a way..but at least i got my own cubicle...hehehehe how great is that? hehehe
Today one of my college come and visit my new office....(so to say lah!)... Kimie (my friend) ask me if there any porn in my computer, i told him i dont have any, he suddely say that he like to watch some porn, chubby one....and he ask me if i like guys, chubby guys! OMG.........i did no say anything since he is a cute chubby too but since he is a friend, and he looks str8 so i just say...do you like guys? answering with a question...he reply no...fuhh!!!! hehehehe lega rasa terlepas from kantoi! problem is i never brought chubby porn here before so strange!! hehehehehehehe
that from me.....!
The Story About Yesterday Meeting and Today Visit
1/02/2007
The Story about New Year!!
The New Year!!! Happy New Year 2007!!!
Well 2006 have pass and the new year have come, the year of the “fire boar” those who are born in this year are known to be very hard working and cute!! Thus I am 24 this year!!! But I was born under the sign of Water Boar, hehehehehehehe “The Feng Sui Ben”
The Christmas of 2006 was great, I was with friends in mount Jerai….a very cold Christmas indeed…. Felt like I was on a foreign country dude!! Actually it wasn’t plan at all, suddenly my friends decide to go on a trip “yeah!! ROAD TRIP!” hehehehe and well all end up in Mount Jerai, we had a seafood base dinner, (strange huh? Mountain and seafood?) hehehehe…thanks you guys for a very fun Christmas…………
Wokey let review what happen in 2006………..
Stuff I am proud about
*I won the first ever Borneo cup debate championship
*1st runner up in the public speaking tournament in Yayasan Sarawak
*1st runner up in the VC Cup Public speaking tournament
*lost 7 kg from my weight
*employed professionally
Stuff I am not so proud about
*I am back smoking
*I start to drink again
*I am a late sleeper
*I have DVD craving
*Hopeless romantic
Ok lets see, stuff that I am proud about, well it pretty much tell everything huh? Well the was a lot more, but then again these are to most prominent of them… cant say much about that.
The stuff I am not so proud off well hehehe…..opsssss , yeah I am back smoking… I know most of you guys going to condemn me about this, but well now I know and understand although it bad for you, yet still when you lonely and bored it really does ease the pain…hehehe, I know I scolded some of you guys about the habit but well cant do anything hehehehe……I tell myself that I would never be caught drinking again after the incident 5 years ago…but well new years eve! I had a bottle of “Chivas” and “Hennessy” and yeah I was pretty drunk that night….(oh wow am I getting older? I mean these is like older guys stuff rite??) 24yo is not that old rite??.........*blink**blink*…Whutever….but I am a late sleeper now, normal sleeping hour is like 1.30am….plus I am always looking forward for the next DVD of anime or movie…oh my I am a DVD craver already…..muahahahahaahahha!!! dun want to elaborate the last one hehehehehe….
The story about New Year
So have a nice new year all
12/22/2006
The Story About Shopping Therapy
Golek2……cant I write something in malay you say? Memang boleh, tapi nanti camner ngan kekawan yang tak paham nanti…? Hehehehehe
Shopping Therapy, a very good way to relax yourself but yet again it does not really fill in the loneliness, same as eating, when you stress up, you then tend to eat a lot, but when that KFC meal box is empty…you feel just like than empty box….and it can get very addictive, I tell you… a few days ago…I took a MC leave, my body was too weak to even get out of bed……after taking my medication…I was a bit better, but then I felt this extreme loneliness…..damn I was really down that day that I guess if it continue on, I may just lose control and endangering my own life…believe me it is foolish but I once almost did it…..thinking back at it, how stupid could I be? Damn it…hehehehehe.
So I got myself out of the house and start strolling around town to get rid of that state of mind…….after a while I reach a shopping mall, where I bought myself a new pair of Adidas shoes….the feeling was great…then it continue with a pair of LOUIS jeans a JFB Shirt and then ACTIVE T-shirt and a bottle of “BVLGARI”… which is a very nice perfume…I was thinking of getting a “ERTINITY SUMMER” however the fragrant was reminding me of huggy woggy so much that it make me more weak so “BVLGARI” would do….. … I came back to the house with more than 6 bags of stuff…. and although it is nice to have these stuff for Christmas…it still does not fill the loneliness…it was just a temporary replacement for the emptiness inside yourself ………and yeah it is very costly…
Hugs and kisses,
The Huggable Ben…….
Shopping Therapy, a very good way to relax yourself but yet again it does not really fill in the loneliness, same as eating, when you stress up, you then tend to eat a lot, but when that KFC meal box is empty…you feel just like than empty box….and it can get very addictive, I tell you… a few days ago…I took a MC leave, my body was too weak to even get out of bed……after taking my medication…I was a bit better, but then I felt this extreme loneliness…..damn I was really down that day that I guess if it continue on, I may just lose control and endangering my own life…believe me it is foolish but I once almost did it…..thinking back at it, how stupid could I be? Damn it…hehehehehe.
So I got myself out of the house and start strolling around town to get rid of that state of mind…….after a while I reach a shopping mall, where I bought myself a new pair of Adidas shoes….the feeling was great…then it continue with a pair of LOUIS jeans a JFB Shirt and then ACTIVE T-shirt and a bottle of “BVLGARI”… which is a very nice perfume…I was thinking of getting a “ERTINITY SUMMER” however the fragrant was reminding me of huggy woggy so much that it make me more weak so “BVLGARI” would do….. … I came back to the house with more than 6 bags of stuff…. and although it is nice to have these stuff for Christmas…it still does not fill the loneliness…it was just a temporary replacement for the emptiness inside yourself ………and yeah it is very costly…
Hugs and kisses,
The Huggable Ben…….
12/14/2006
The Story About Nostalgic December ……(Part 2)
Well there is also one thing about Christmas that give me feeling nostalgic, Because once I actually had a crush at “SANTA”, I mean come on…who doesn’t, all children love him, although he be more sexy with the red hat an black boot “ONLY” heheheehhe I am so bad aren’t I? A Jolly big belly with white beard guy! Totally…….Awesome…..Sight………hehehehehehehe
Well this year…what am I going to do? Since it is going to be a lonely Christmas…then I guess I would be doing something out of the ordinary, wish I could celebrate it with someone…but then that just be asking too much I guess.
Maybe I go traveling….hehehehe or just movie marathon or an overnight at a nice beach hotel….(cant afford any, so just imagining it!) hehehehe……….
For those who is at home and enjoying company of love ones, cherish them…., cause you never know when you going to miss all of that..
Warmth Hugs for the Christmas cheer to all
The Story About Nostalgic December ……
Signing off…
Well this year…what am I going to do? Since it is going to be a lonely Christmas…then I guess I would be doing something out of the ordinary, wish I could celebrate it with someone…but then that just be asking too much I guess.
Maybe I go traveling….hehehehe or just movie marathon or an overnight at a nice beach hotel….(cant afford any, so just imagining it!) hehehehe……….
For those who is at home and enjoying company of love ones, cherish them…., cause you never know when you going to miss all of that..
Warmth Hugs for the Christmas cheer to all
The Story About Nostalgic December ……
Signing off…
The Story About Nostalgic December ……
Well is that time of year again, where people are merry and happy and giggling, red is the color of December not white, well maybe for the northern hemisphere is might be white but for Malaysia I guess It’s red.
Bukit Bintang has a caroler last nite, make me felt a bit nostalgic when I was enjoying the carol….. this year I am not coming back for Christmas, yeah that be the second time in my life that I be celebrating Christmas alone here.
Well although maybe for some that it is not such a huge thing, but for me it is, Christmas is for me a family event, where we all get together and eat and exchange story of what happen for the past year, since after Christmas there only five days left before new year.
Let me see…what are my happy memories of Christmas? To many to mention but well maybe the fact that my first kiss was on Christmas night…..hehehe yeah I know…..that why Christmas is nostalgic for me, one of the reason lar…after that of course I have many more kisses (I mean French kissing ok not just a smooch! hehehe) but I cherish only a few..…some more that lasted for 4 hour…….Opsss that was an over share…..heheheehehe
Bukit Bintang has a caroler last nite, make me felt a bit nostalgic when I was enjoying the carol….. this year I am not coming back for Christmas, yeah that be the second time in my life that I be celebrating Christmas alone here.
Well although maybe for some that it is not such a huge thing, but for me it is, Christmas is for me a family event, where we all get together and eat and exchange story of what happen for the past year, since after Christmas there only five days left before new year.
Let me see…what are my happy memories of Christmas? To many to mention but well maybe the fact that my first kiss was on Christmas night…..hehehe yeah I know…..that why Christmas is nostalgic for me, one of the reason lar…after that of course I have many more kisses (I mean French kissing ok not just a smooch! hehehe) but I cherish only a few..…some more that lasted for 4 hour…….Opsss that was an over share…..heheheehehe
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