Golek2……cant I write something in malay you say? Memang boleh, tapi nanti camner ngan kekawan yang tak paham nanti…? Hehehehehe
Shopping Therapy, a very good way to relax yourself but yet again it does not really fill in the loneliness, same as eating, when you stress up, you then tend to eat a lot, but when that KFC meal box is empty…you feel just like than empty box….and it can get very addictive, I tell you… a few days ago…I took a MC leave, my body was too weak to even get out of bed……after taking my medication…I was a bit better, but then I felt this extreme loneliness…..damn I was really down that day that I guess if it continue on, I may just lose control and endangering my own life…believe me it is foolish but I once almost did it…..thinking back at it, how stupid could I be? Damn it…hehehehehe.
So I got myself out of the house and start strolling around town to get rid of that state of mind…….after a while I reach a shopping mall, where I bought myself a new pair of Adidas shoes….the feeling was great…then it continue with a pair of LOUIS jeans a JFB Shirt and then ACTIVE T-shirt and a bottle of “BVLGARI”… which is a very nice perfume…I was thinking of getting a “ERTINITY SUMMER” however the fragrant was reminding me of huggy woggy so much that it make me more weak so “BVLGARI” would do….. … I came back to the house with more than 6 bags of stuff…. and although it is nice to have these stuff for Christmas…it still does not fill the loneliness…it was just a temporary replacement for the emptiness inside yourself ………and yeah it is very costly…
Hugs and kisses,
The Huggable Ben…….